Saturday, June 13, 2009

Carrie Bradshaw inspiration.

How in these days you can set yourself free by making you and me? Well after seeing sex and the city millions of times I got noticed that the perfect way to be with someone is a must to reject that person first or you must be rejected. U can choose. So seriously I'm asking you guys right now, do we really need a distance to get close?

On Saturday night I'm at home relaxing and exploring my own thoughts and thoughts of brilliant Madame Bradshaw and according to Carrie you can find several of types of the relationships. Those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you, you love, well, that's just fabulous. What can I say more. We're all looking for that one.

Being in Geneva and exploring minds and needs of men here, you can find out that most of them are extremely lonely guys that posing their own lives and showing off how much they poses. All those bankers, layers... why they must be so two-faced and so fucked up?
The most annoying thing in introducing himself is telling you in a minute details of his work, the place he lives in, to which fancy places he goes to and what he drives if he's got a car, cos of course he won't tell you that he commutes by bus. I'm sorry this is not a judgment, I know there are loads of normal guys but hey I haven't found that one yet.

".... Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free till they find someone just as wild to run with them...." maybe it's me.

I'm in a mood of analyzing everything and what I'm thinking about right now is the past, can we really forget? Can we be able to forgive? Can we really start from the beginning when someone had such an extremely influence on us? And finally are we haunted by the spirits of relationships past? Some many questions that comes through my mind. And I really don't have an answer. No matter how far you travel or how much you run from it, but you will never escape your past, so it's better to deal with it and finally accept it, but what if you still have unanswered questions that haunt your head and keep you still awaken... well that's shit.

"...Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop figuring out precisely how we feel, stop deciding exactly what we want, and just see what happens...” So true.

Finishing this very long post I will tell you couple of things about me using Carrie Bradshaw words. Hope you don't mind.

I will never be the woman with the perfect hair, who can wear white and not spill on it, and chair committees, and write thank you notes, and I can't feel bad about that.

I make mistakes. That's what I do. I speak without thinking. I act without knowing. I drink so much that I can barely walk. I'm a fantastic lover though, and an amazing friend. God knows I mean well.

Much Love. Deva

1 comment:

Fran said...

Great post Deva! Sometimes we do need a break and just see what happens. Being real and true is the best we can do to our lives.

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